I am a very transparent person. What you see is what you get but it doesn’t mean that I cannot be mysterious.
If I am sad, mad, surprised, confused, happy, excited, you can easily see it in the expressions of my face. I am not really good at pretending how I feel at a present or certain moment. I can just burst into tears or anger or laugh at the top of my lungs. I don’t know, I just can’t help it.
Others find me easy to get along with but there are also people who don’t want me. People who doesn’t approve of the way I carry myself in front of others. But that’s fine, we cannot please every body, right?
Do not chase people.
Be you and do your
own thing and work
hard. The right
people who belong in
your life will come to
you, and stay.
I cannot afford to deceive myself. Because I do believe that deceit is a false way to happiness. I always remind my partner that if he doesn’t love me anymore, he just needs to tell me straight in the face. It may kill me at that very moment but it would be a heroic death. I cannot just force myself to someone who doesn’t want me in his life. I am a straight forward person. I once told a long time suitor that the woman he’d marry would be very lucky because he almost have everything in life… good looks, money, good manners, stable job, etc. but unfortunately I don’t love him and I don’t see myself loving him in the future. It would be unfair if I cannot reciprocate his love. The man cried in front of me, I almost change my mind but I stood firm with my decision not to cheat him in my favor. After ten years, we bumped with each other, he thanked me for what I did. He already found his soul mate.
What a wonderful feeling to be true to one’s self and to others. By doing so, we gain peace of mind and genuine joy and happiness beyond compare. It is another way to take care of ourselves and others.